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XMAS baby!

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 14:28:44 GMT

Merry Xmas LJ friends! I love you all!

I know you all are very busy with school so, goodluck with all your pre-xmas break shiz (homeworks, long exams, love-scapades, deadlines, xmas-drunkeroo-parties, etc.), I hope you don't get too exhausted!
Xmas is the best season! But don't get too drunk, don't party too hard, you might get sick! HS friends, let'sss meets ups! I hope that the subic thing will push through, I'm looking forward to it, HARDCORE bitsh!! Nadine, we need to watch YOURE BEAUTIFUL together and we need to talk, talk about KPOP stuff!

Let's all have a great time!
Hope you all will have one hot, unforgetable Christmas and a banging new year.
Hope we still have each other next Christmas(2010)!

PS. I will try and complete the Simbang Gabi again this year, if you guys have petitions, etc. just tell me, I will include them in my 9 wishes. ahahahahah

After a long time of not blogging I blogged for you

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 14:29:02 GMT

It's been a long time since the last entry. School has been hell but I'm having so much fun.

Anyway I've been addicted to this show, "WE GOT MARRIED!"
And something that happened in that show happened to me today.
Today,
I received my papers from my teachers (in all of them I got low scores) --didnt really happen in the show
I received a lot of teasing from my classmates and friends --somehow happened a few times in the show
I received three red roses and a note from a secret admirer (the teasing was because of this) --happened alot in the show

Yeah. It's really cheesy. I was in my theo class,suddenly this guy comes to me and tells me, "Are you Andrea, someone sent me to give these to you" He didn't want to tell me who. There was a note, in the note there was a poem (gaaaah how cheesy-er can this get)
in the note:

"TO: Andrea
From: ?

'She walks in beauty like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all thats best of dark and bright meet her aspect and her eyes.
Thus mellow'd to that tender light which heaven to gaudy day denies.'
-Erin Silver 90210 episode 17"

So yeah, he knows that I love 90210, he knows that I'm crazy and psycho like Silver and he knows my schedule.
My friends are on full alert and are investigating, they really want to know who this person is.
I have received different guesses and haunches, my guy classmates from different subjects are all admitting its them.
I am REALLY confused. I don't know who's lying and who's telling the truth.
It's really unexpected and random, it's not my birthday nor is it my half birthday, its not xmas, halloween, new year, heroes day, pampanga day and ITS NOT VALENTINES!
The gesture (though cheesy--and i kinda am allergic to cheese) was very touching.
I'm just not used to receiving 3 roses from someone I don't know (most of the time its just a rose and its either from my dad or from a friend)
I hope he just revealed his identity, so I could've atleat said thank you to him personally. .
But I think it's better that I don't know who he is, just so we don't have to be awkward and I don't have to reciprocate.
He might know about this blog so I guess I should take the opportunity to thank him here.

"?", whoever you are,
Thank you for the flowers and the note.
I was really touched by the gesture.
(though it was cheesy and people kept teasing me and looking at me like I'm some gushy mushy highschool girl)
Keep watching 90210, so when the time comes and you reveal yourself, we can talk about Silver, Annie, Dixon, Ethan, etc etc.
This blog entry is for you, after a long time of not blogging I blogged for you.
This is my response to your gesture, so this makes us EVEN!
--ANDREA

Napulot sa kung saan. hahahahaha

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 16:26:26 GMT

"Nakakainis. Minsan gusto mo fast forward, tapos minsan naman rewind.
Bakit ba parati nalang iniisip mo na nakakulong ka sa "Ngayon".
Hindi kulungan ang ngayon. Nasa "cocoon" kalang, wala ka sa Bilibid!
Wag mong madaliin ang lahat, wag kang maging isang caterpillar na nagmamadaling lumabas.
Baka pag masyado kang nagmadali hindi pantay ang pakpak mo paglabas mo.
Bakit hindi mo nakikita kung gaano ka kapalad na ngayon ang ayos ayos ng buhay mo.
Hindi ka nakokontento, hingi ka ng hingi ang dami mo na ngang hawak hawak!
Hindi mo na nga mahawakan ng maayos, nagsisilaglagan na sa dami.
Isipin mo, ang daming taong nangangarap na mapunta kung nasaan ka ngayon.
Tapos ikaw naman iniisip mo, kulungan yan.
Ang kulungan mo paraiso sa ibang tao. Bakit ba para kang bulag na walang pasalamat.
Imbes na magmaktol ka dyan, buksan mo nalang mga mata mo.
Madami pang mas mahalaga kaysa sa nararamdaman mo at mga ka-dramahan mo.
Masyado kasi naging madali ang lahat sa yo, kaya di mo pinapahalagahan
Wag mong hintaying pahirapan ka dahil hindi mo iniingatan ang kaginhawaang tinatamasa mo ngayon.
Sino ka ba para magcomplain! Mas marami ka pang complain kaysa sa mga taong dapat talagang nagcocomplain."

"Ipamahagi mo ang mayroon ka. Kaya mo naiisip na nakakulong ka dahil kinukulong mo ang puso mo.
Kinukulong mo ang sarili mo. Hindi ka kinukulong ng ngayon, kinukulong ka ng karamutan mo.
Maramut ka! O baka hindi ka naman maramot, TAMAD ka lang!
Tamad kang magising, tamad kang magpasalamat, tamad magbigay, tamad kang mabuhay.
Yang katamaran mo, bawas bawasan mo, dahil kapag hindi mo binawasan yan,
hindi mo mapapansin na araw araw nababawasan ng araw ang buhay mo.
Kailan ka pa mabubuhay?
Kailan mo papakawalan sarili mo?!!"

Abby

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 02:15:48 GMT

I came home late last night because I went to ICED, the Christmas bash of AISM so I wasn't able to post my "friday-weekly-entry" or "weekly-friiday-entry". Anyway, it was Ira's birthday so she treated us in Eastwood. We just ate and shopped and window shopped. On our way home in my friends car, the song "Samson" by Regina Spektor was playing and my friend happened to know the story behind this song. According to him (and he is not fooling around or messing with our brains, he's serious) the person singing Samson or the persona in the song is not Delilah! what??? It's actually Abby (I really don't know how to spell her name). Abby is Samson's first love, she was his girl before he had Delilah. Here's the proof:

"And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once
You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old lights"

Awww, the bible didn't mention them. I pity Abby. Try and listen to the song after reading this and you'll feel how sad she could've felt. But honestly I don't think she even knew that she wasn't mention in the Bible, since the Bible was still in the process of being written during her time. Still. It's sad. How she could be forgotten, just like that. SHE LOVED HIM FIRST! aahahhahahahahahahahahaahhahhhaahahahhah
Anyway, Abby died a long time ago, I just want to mention her. This blog might not be as big and popular as the Bible but atleast somehow she was mentioned somewhere. Remember guys, and please spread the word, Delilah is not the persona of the song Samson.

What made me happy yesterday:
1. Eastwood lakad with everyone
2. DWK
3. The money my dad gave me.

What made me happy today so far:
1. It's Saturday!!!!!
2.
3.

Tagged by Azurepearl

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 13:41:41 GMT

Rules:
1. Post about something that made you happy today even if it's just a small thing.
2. Do this everyday for 8 days without fail.
3. Tag 8 of your friends to do the same

Five things (so far) that made me happy this day:

1) I PASSED MY FIRST MATH 19 LONG EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was expecting an F but i GOT A D!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH THANK YOU LORRRDDD!
2) CHRISTMAS of course. I am excited to go to the simbang gabi in Ateneo and feel the cold air of the season.
3) Because of Saturday, this Saturday. hahahaha
4) Natalie Portman (my love) will be in Project Runway tonight in ETC.
5) The break that's a few day from now. I really just need rest. I really really really need rest.

Azurepearly shells posted 5 things, so I copied her. HAHAHA I'm such a copier or a copy cat or a photocopying machine. hahahaha.

PLANNER DAY

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 16:31:28 GMT

Today was fun.
Yesterday was soooo not. I think I failed my first math long exam.
Anyway this entry is a quickie.
Today RAY gave me a STARBUCKS PLANNER!
Ray is ssooooo nice. He's an ideal boyfriend but he's not my type.
I went to school today. I didnt cut (unlike some people)
Sci 10 was fun, Kurt and I pretended and told people that we're together!!!!
Which is soo unreal. But it was fun some believed us (KAT) but others didnt.
hahahaha
Anyway, after school KC and I went to Eastwood to meet up with Ray, Ira and Amanda.
Amanda and Ira watched twilight and we ate in Teriyaki boy.
I ate Chicken don Ramen (if thats what its called)
I had pure fun, then we drove through MCDO for ice cream.
HAHAH. Ray brought us home.
I tried to design my planner but unfortunately, I'm not so good.
I guess I'll design it on Christmas break!
Okay.so that's it for the quickie entry.
I LOVE TODAY!!!
My outfit was ROCKIN!!!!!
ANYWAY, SLEEP TIME!
GOODNIGHT MAN!

the ice keeps getting thinner

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 13:42:49 GMT

--I heard this song in the season finale of Gossip Girl.

The Ice is Getting Thinner
-Death Cab For Cutie

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be
The seasons have changed and so have we
There was little we could say and even less that we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you

We buried our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained
But we stayed by it's side, as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak

When the spring arrived, we were taken by surprise
When the flows under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me

We're not the same dear and it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go with nothing underneath
Then it saddens me to say what we both knew was true
That the ice was getting thinner under me and you

The ice was getting thinner under me and you

-I think it's my new favorite song.

"I froze it.
So it may feel nothing
I froze it.
So it may keep waiting
I froze it.
So it may stay exactly this way
It's frozen,
It still is
It's always going to be
Frozen here
And it's freezing me."

Sparks and Shenanigans!

Thu, 15 May 2008 17:38:02 GMT

Gossip Girl is definitely better than ever! I'm super into it lately.

Georgina Sparks--ooohh, I know everybody hates her but I love her. haha
The Psycho-er she gets, the better.
(She is the Psycho-est so she probably is the best! what?? haha.)
She is twisted, like me. Haha
And she has an evil grin, which is so freakishly lovable.
I'm so excited for episode 18.
Blair-Georgina Showdown. The Queens of Mean face off. Haha
I still love Blair though, she's always going to be the original meany.
Leighton is the best. I'm watching her in Conan O' Brien right now.
Georgina: You get home safe (sinister grin) --wooh.

Michelle Trachtenberg-- I didn't like her before, but now I love her.
She's so good. Her voice is crazy and she has a creepy stare and a freaky smile.
It's so Fierce!
She's not really pretty, she's ugly-beautiful meaning, she's so perfectly ugly she's beautiful.
I wasn't able to catch her in Buffy.

Bea's Birthday
Yesterday was Bea's birthday.
We went over to her place and as usual had a blast.
Belated Happy Birthday Beee.

What Happens in Vegas
Today, I only have one class, Chinese.
After school my friends and I are going to Eastwood to watch "What Happens in Vegas"
I'm super excited. I love Ashton. haha (drat you demi moore!) haha.
I think their perfect, Ashton and Cameron, their funny and their names rhyme.
"why do women love Kelso?"

Amazing Race China Town
Tomorrow, Saturday, I'll be racing.
I really will be racing, because I joined the Amazing Race China town
People from the Ateneo Chinese Department organized it for the students taking up Chinese this summer.
My friend convinced me to join, assuring me that he will eat the yucky exotic food they will be serving us.
I am so excited.
Plus, we get +25 in our final exams if we join.
I wish we win.
Binondo church is the starting point, it's my first time there. hahah

That's it for my latest shenanigans.
SNL's on tv, since Scarlett Jo is the host and it's my favorite show, I'll watch it. ahahahaha

"The cookie, the cookie, everybody loves the cookie, go and take the cookie and stick it up your toooot tooot tooot tooot." -amy poehler

Things That Start with the Letter P

Mon, 05 May 2008 15:09:52 GMT

Whore-ish tagged me. hahah. P is not exactly my favorite letter you know. I do not know alot of P-things.

1. Polly Pocket-- hahah, sorry it's the first thing that popped in my head.

2. Popparazi-- The channel V show. It's what I am currently watching. :)) I love VJ Alvey and VJ Dom, they are my ultimate super duper
                           mega VJ crushes, and o yeah, also VJ Utt of MTV (is he still on MTV?), he ranks number one in my list,
                           Alvey's number 2 and Dom's three.

3. Paul Walker-- He's fast, he's furious, he's hot and his name starts with P. I love him as a racer and as a surfer. hahaha

4. Pokemon-- It used to be my favorite show. hahahaha. My favorite Pokemon is Jynx. haha. kidding

5. Paola-- Haha. I am her and she is me :). ASA! Super pretty, although she's just a character in a series. I sooo love to be her.
                   She is the "sleekness". hahaah

6. Philippine Fashion Week/ Fashion Week Philippines-- I was not able to watch,gosh. It's finish. It was held in SMX Mall of Asia.
                   I went, but you need tickets to get in :((. Doesn't matter next year i'll be in one of the shows, stomping on the runway :)). HAHA
                   Just kidding. :) ASA BOY!

7. Pepperoni Pizza-- It's not exactly my Pizza Flavor, but whatevs, I like Pizza. And it reminds me of some whore-ish friend of mine. :))

8. Padme-Natalie Portman-- Wuhu!!!! Last night I watched the Other Boleyn Girl and she was spectacular! Oh men, she and Scarlett
                     made the movie super nice. She is my Girl crush, hahaha. In Star wars, she was stellar! I loved her, she's the best Padme ever.
                     She's just one of the better actresses of this generation. :) And she is a Harvard Graduate and she was so funny in SNL.

9. Peliks- I miss peliks and all her loveliness.

10. Pampanga-- Ofcourse, I will include Pampanga. There's great food there. Hahaha. It's a fat-gaining zone. hahahaha :) But I love iiiit.

"that skank hoe poured beer on my weave!" -tiffany (antm 4)

Things That Start with the Letter P

Mon, 05 May 2008 15:06:34 GMT

Whore-ish tagged me. hahah. P is not exactly my favorite letter you know. I do not know alot of P-things.

1. Polly Pocket-- hahah, sorry it's the first thing that popped in my head.

2. Popparazi-- The channel V show. It's what I am currently watching. :)) I love VJ Alvey and VJ Dom, they are my ultimate super duper mega VJ crushes, and o yeah, also VJ Utt of MTV (is he still on MTV?), he ranks number one in my list, Alvey's number 2 and Dom's three.

3. Paul Walker-- He's fast, he's furious, he's hot and his name starts with the letter P. I love him, because he's not just racer he's also a surfer. wooooh. hahaha

4. Pokemon-- It used to be my favorite show. hahahaha. My favorite Pokemon is Jynx. haha. kidding

5. Paola-- Haha. I am her and she is me :). ASA! Super pretty, although she's just a character in a series. I sooo love to be her. She is the "sleekness". hahaah

6. Philippine Fashion Week/ Fashion Week Philippines-- I won't be able to watch,gosh. It is going to be held at SMX Mall of Asia. I really want to watch, but you need tickets to get in :((. Doesn't matter next year i'll be in one of the shows, stomping on the runway :)). HAHAJust kidding. :) ASA BOY!

7. Pepperoni Pizza-- It's not exactly my Pizza Flavor, but whatevs, I like Pizza. And it reminds me of some whore-ish friend of mine. :))

8. Padme-Natalie Portman-- Wuhu!!!! Last night I watched the Other Boleyn Girl and she was spectacular! Oh men, she and Scarlett made the movie super nice. She is my Girl crush, hahaha. In Star wars, she was stellar! I loved her, she's the best Padme ever. She's just one of the better actresses of this generation. :) And she is a Harvard Graduate and she was so funny in SNL.

9. Peliks- I miss peliks and all her loveliness.

10. Pampanga-- Ofcourse, I will include Pampanga. There's great food there. Hahaha. It's a fat-gaining zone. hahahaha :) But I love iiiit.

"that skank hoe poured beer on my weave!" -tiffany (antm 4)

A Great Great Update

Fri, 02 May 2008 16:19:17 GMT

Longtime no entry.
Been super busy.
Well, uhm, i'm not just saying that i'm not sad anymore, i'm really really not.
Ok, i guess i'm going online again because i miss azure_pearl. haha
Anyway. This is an update on my stoned life. haha

*Life Life
My life's great lately.
Although I'm getting impatient with the modeling thing
I soooooo want to start a career now, as in NOW.
I'm keeping my hopes up.
I already sent my application form to the agency. hahahahaha
It's just a way to help my parents out financially (hahah. according to them though, they don't need help)
and myself, getting into an agency will boost my self-confidence, which i lost last June 13, 2007
Gosh. My blockmate, she has a new billboard, i want one toooooooooo! (keep dreamin' biatch. haha)
Anyway. There's more to life than modeling (ahhhhhh. i dont believe you!) hahaha.

*School Life
I was able to shift to SOM!!!!!!
Imagine, last time, I was just writing about why I don't think i qualify, now i'm actually in SOM.
HAHAHAHA. Everything is Possible. HAHA
I am now a Communications Technology Management Major. AHAHAHA
I'm taking Mandarin this summer. It is SOOOOOO Fun.
It's the best subject ever.
Ni hao ma?
Wo xi huan mei gou mai dang lao han bao he shou diao he kele. hahahaha
Heavy!
hahahaha.
And I'm also taking Economics (which sucks) and ITM (which sucks even more)
hahahaha. ITM already ended this afternoon already though.
hahah
My circle of friends in Ateneo got bigger this summer. haahaha. (i'm just saying, it did! hahaha)
I applied for TNT and I auditioned for a role in the Orsem Film
Last year it was HEROES and this year it going to be GOSSIP GIRL!!!! YEY!
I wish I pass both. hahaha and I pass all my subjects. hahahaha

*Tomorrow Life
Tomorrow I will be:
Going to Mall of Asia with Friends and Family
I'll buy shoes
I'll watch Iron Man
I'll go home to Pampanga
I'll window shop and shop
I'll have fun
I'll sleep late
I'll go out, enjoy the night life in Manila
I'll just be in the moment. hahahah
I'll eat Ice cream
I'll do all this
ahahha

-whatevs. call me katazyna! hahah. It's fierce babe.

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 15:03:19 GMT

Sagala today. It's on the news.
We didn't join, our concept was not chosen. sad.
I was so jealous of those who were able to join.
People wore costumes and they had floats which were really nice.
It was fun, though we ended up cleaning the bel-field for plus points.
Our teacher was really nice, she gave us free dinner for helping. haha
----
We watched JUNO today at Kurt's.
It's really nice. I like the movie.
I'm sure what happened to her is NOT happening to me. haha
Ellen Page nailed the role.
Hello, that's why she was nominated for an Oscar.
Hope she wins. I'd like to see her win.
----
Going home to Pampanga tomorrow. Yey.
I'll be meeting someone. haha.
I'll be watching my brother compete again.
----
Oh, we have intact tomorrow.
which sucks like hell.
It's this exposure trip thing.
I know it'll be fun, but I'd have to wake up early,
For a lazy person like me, It's not a good thing.
----
I'm ending this.
Too Tired To Type.
----
Getting Closer. haha

Holy Week Poetry. hahah

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 17:41:23 GMT

It's holy week. Oh men! How time flies. Anyway. Lately, I haven't been sad.
Actually, I'm starting to feel nothing. And I don't know how that's happened.
Maybe I just got busy that I forgot to miss those people I used blog about.
haha.
My friend, she's inlove right now, and she's unsure, she's going nuts about how she's feeling.
But she told me that how she's feeling, the uncertainty, the going nuts and all is better than what I' m feeling.
What am I feeling anyway?
NOTHING!
and I LIKE IT
I really don't get myself. (laughs)
SEE, I JUST LAUGH ABOUT IT!
hahaha. make sense? hahaha.
We have a paper in Lit., a poem analysis thing, due on monday,
Guess what, I'm done! I didn't cram!
It's about this dark poem.
though I do NOT like dark things, I liked it,
maybe because it's poetry and I love poetry.
I consider myself a poet you know.
I've written a good number of poems and songs already,
I'll post some one day, when I'm not lazy enough to go online. hahah
I'm not that good though, but my works are considerably TOLERABLE.
Anyway, this poem by Dylan somebody,
for me is about "the death of innocence."
Everyone's given this innocence but as we grow older we loose it.
We are sent in this dark world and this innocence is our light and it grows weaker as we age,
until one day it dies and we begin to see things in a different light,
in the DARK.
hahaha. pretty deep huh. hahaha. I bled my brains out.
I had fun.
In a weird way.

In the darkness, be the light.
Yeah! I will be! hahahahah

***Don't get me wrong, about the part where I said I feel nothing,
I do, just nothing out of the ordinary.
I will always love people who matter.
---
I just can't love them more than they love me anymore.
---
Got lots to do you know.

There goes the holidays.

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 06:50:34 GMT

It's 2008 already!
I haven't been faithful to this account. hahah.
I should change. hahah.
Anyway, I ain't got no new year's resolution.
I'm sad that the Holidays are over.
I had the most "Adult" christmas last year(2007).
I got presents, but not on Christmas day anymore,
I bought my presents after Christmas which sucks for me.
I was sooo used to getting gifts from Santa under the tree every year.
Even when I was in Fourth Year High school already,
I'd get presents on Christmas morning from Santa.
Yeah, I'm childish.
I like it. hahaha

Anyway, bye holidays.
Hello, school.

This year I'll be under the knife, twice.
This year I'll be better, I'll be more.
This year I'll be fearless.
This year I will make things happen.
Anyway, when did I let anything stop me. hahaha

This year I'll be growing up.

hahaha.

This year I'll wake up.

I'll do something.

I guess, I'm just done dreaming.

hahah

It's going to be a hard year,
but I don't care. :)

Shang and the Shirt. Thank God it's Friday.

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 18:49:56 GMT

Today was a fun day,
why?
because it's FRIDAY! hahahahaha
kidding.
Anyway, I really love fridays, something nice always happens.
Here's what happened today.

**In School**
I went to school to submit my stupid, anorexic, dizzy, dumb, crappy english paper. haha.
I met up with my ES groupmates, we printed and submitted our flyer about mangroves. haha.
We waited for Sarah in sec walk, she came bringing her and toons' gifts to us.
They gave us shirts, each of us. haha. our official block D shirt.
The print was so cool!!
"WE ARE
'D'
BLOCK"
and it was black. hahah. i love it.
We agreed that we all wear it on Jan. 7.
First class day for 2008. haha

**After School**
I went to Shang with Baus, Kurt and Bea.
My first time in Shangrila Plaza, the mall hah.
I've stayed in Edsa Shangrila a couple of times already. hahahah
Baus was looking for something to wear to someone i don't know's debut,
Bea, I think was looking for something i don't remember what. haha
Kurt, was Christmas shopping with his family.
I was shoe searching again.. (Gola Hunting! WUHU!)(Dress code! BUHU!)
We ate Lunch at the office of Bea's mom.
Kurt treated us yum yum ice cream.
We went trying out things we didn't buy.
Basically, we went around and around and around the mall. hahaha
I saw Dingdong Dantes again, last time I saw him I was 9, he was playing basketball in Clark.
all I can say is He got old. hahahahaha
I had soo much fun! Shocks! Kurt and Baus were cracking awfully funny jokes.
JGSOM and KCSOH
KCSOH-- Kurt Cendana School of Humanities. hahaha.
Victoria's Secret and Intimately Andoy
Intimately Andoy-- Baus, Bea and My Lingerie Line for the Masang Pilipino !
hahahaha..
Anyway, I went home by train.
the LRT is FAR better than the MRT.
I went to mass for the 7th time.
haha.

I guess that's it.
I had a blast!
The Shirt, Shang, the friends and all others. hahaha
Tomorrow officially starts my xmas vacation.
Going Home.
I'll miss my blockmates!
I'll miss this joint!
hahaha.

**No more less than you.**
hahah.
I'm done doing it.
not worth it.
buhbye bitch.

Weekly Update. haha

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 18:00:19 GMT

Have you noticed? i didn't post anything here for a week.. Haha. Last friday, I thought hell week was over, guess what it just started again last Monday. My crappy English teacher gave us another paper, actually it was just the continuation of the paper last week, but much harder and heavier.
Anyway here's what happened during the week:

Dec. 17- Monday
All my classes were FREECUT! I hate it, because if I knew earlier, I could've taken the bus monday afternoon.
But it's okay though, because I also had to meet with my groupmates in ES (freida bea, kurt and baus) about the Flyer project thing, then we ate at Kurt's place. haha.

Dec. 18- Tuesday
Went to Class.
Math sucked!
Fil. was fun!
Spent the rest of the day doing my freaky paper in english.

Dec. 19- Wednesday
I was supposed to go to uste's Paskuhan, but because of my stupid paper i wasn't able to.
KC and I went to Gateway, she did some Christmas shopping and i helped her out.
I was also shoe searching. hahahahaha.
Oh yeah, I bought my xmas gift to KC already. We were at Fully Booked,
then she showed me this book she really really liked, I asked her if she wanted it for xmas,
she said yes, so we bought it, just like that. hahaha,.. It was kind of expensive so i
payed only half of the price, kc payed the other half. :)

Dec. 20- Thursday
I passed my first Math long exam! YEY!
My fil. essay was too long, and i had soooo many deductions.
What can I do, I had so much to say. haha.
I did my paper until 1 am. haha.

*Friday's always different and special, so i'll be posting another entry about friday. hahah.
*I've been attending mass at Gesu ( "Simbang Gabi") with KC. I have not yet missed a mass. Every year I
complete the nine morning/evening masses. haha. kinda my tradition. haha. It's been fun.

**Guess what, I started not to care. (haha)

It.

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 16:46:09 GMT

It just pierced me again. Damn. I'm sick of It.
Being stuck here, thinking too much again.
Thinking about It again and how i was once again caught.
It is just so confusing. I'm trapped on It again.
again and again and again.
I want to go, but It makes it so hard for me.
I want to stay, but I make it so hard for me.
I can't take It anymore, but I can't imagine things without It.
It was nothing. It used to be nothing,
I can't get it why It has become this defect, this addiction,
that makes me fall somewhere without a surface,
that makes me fail and feel and freeze everything.
I suck with It. It sucks with me.
But I can't live without It.
Though It is gone.
I still want It, look for It,
live for it.
It will always be.
It will be the only.

[ It- is a person. I will never tell you who It is.]

don't drunk when drive. it's christmas. :)

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 16:02:46 GMT

*I think I'm a bit drunk. :)
*Christmas is really here. haha. yey.
*I attended two christmas parties today. haha.
*I ate too much.

--the first one was at my blockmate's house, our block's christmas party. Their house is HUGE, i even got lost inside. kidding. haha. In their bathroom they had this custom made liquid soap "The Abello Family Soap".. It's soo cool.. I
had pure fun. I Took a couple of shots, forgetting the fact that i have ulcer and i will later this evening have to suffer gastric pain . hahaha. I was kinda wild, not because of the alcohol, but because I'm naturally wild and crazy. hahah. I bonded with blockmates i don't get to see and talk to everyday, it's sooo fun fooling around with them. haha. We had kind of an "exchange gift", i got kurt, but he didn't attend, so i just gave him his gift earlier (the gift was a book he really really wanted), i guess no one got me, because i didn't receive anyrthing. it's ok though. Oh yeah, kurt gave me a gift eventhough he was not the one who got me, so thanks kurt. we went home early in the evening and i rushed to the second christmas party of the day, My dorm's xmas party. It was ok, but it was kinda boring, there was a band and "panda bear" was the lead singer and he was singing so loud that he destroyed the melody of the songs(hahah), so i just went up to my room. I'd rather die of boredom than listen to that arrogant over confident beastly fungi-faced panda bear. hate him.

*Hell week is over. hahah. I'm so excited to go home on saturday, missed pampanga. hahaha.
*top model 9 is over in the states, it's not yet showing here. such a sad thing. haha. friday night lights started tonight!
i watched it! Yeah. it's finally tim and layla!!! love them.

**I'm dreaming big!

"suddenly i see,
this is what i want to be.."

"Get rich or die trying"
-50 cent .

"Get drunk or die wasted"
-andoydroids.
hahah.
yeah.

this officially begins my crapping. hahaha

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 18:02:27 GMT

i'm so fucked up tonight. This is my first ever entry. haha. Here's the thing, I hate blogging! (uhm..so, what am i doing again?). It's 2 am and I have classes tomorrow morning yet i'm still not sleepy. haha. KC made me read the trashy things she wrote about me when we were still enemies, they were really mean but I didn't get hurt, it's actually hilarious for me, i dunno why but i felt like i was looking at an old ugly photo of myself in highschool. Sometimes i forget how mean i was, i admit that i used to be the most notorious, wasted, backstabbing bitch in highschool. Just reading the things KC and some others wrote about me makes me feel guilty, ah men. Reading the bad things though gave me something good, i just realized after everything i was(a bitch) and everything i've done, they're still here. Now that makes me guilty-er than ever, at the same time, makes me feel sooo grateful i that have these people. Gosh, I miss them. I'm so nostalgic right now. ahaha. I have always blamed someone for the things that happened in high school, i forgot the fact that i also gave a big contribution and i apologize for that. Back then I always thought i knew my friends, i thought i knew how much they meant to me, but i guess i didn't know at all, until now, when it's all over. They were there even when i wasn't. haha.

Anyway, i feel bad, i think the jealousy bug bit me again. I just don't know why this is happening to me. I still live in that fucking fantasy land. I know it's over, it's obvious, it's gone. It sucks cause i had it and i threw it away. And what sucks more is i want it back. I can't move on. It's crap, missing something that does not miss you back. Here's the thing, one day, i'll get tired of missing it. I'll just quit. soon.

This is really long huh? Enough with sad things, this is the happy part. I just want to say thank you to my roommate. I guess things really happen for reasons we find only when it has happened. Sometimes the worst person in highschool for you is the person who changed your life forever. hahahaha. and the fun part is, you get to be roommates in college.. hahahah. sounds family. hahahaha.. and you get the chance to patch up the times lost because of misunderstandings. I guess that's it for tonight, it's morning already though. haha. i'm sorry for the bullshit. hahaha. you must forgive me, it's my first time. haha

**keep on being here though you're not there anymore.

former spawn of the devil bitch outta this joint.